Before treatment - Almost 2 years ago.
I was living dead. I couldn't get out of pain no matter what. I didn't know how.
I could breathe and felt better watching reference videos of KIP I came across on YouTube.
However, it was temporary and I kept deteriorating in both the body and mind.
I looked for information on treatment but I wasn't sure. I went through a really difficult time and finally I decided to try treatment at KIP.
During treatment - I made efforts really hard feeling that I was changing little by little.
It was difficult to fight against my sickness, but I am proud of myself and keep making efforts just for myself.
To those who are thinking about treatment - It is not something you can start following others' advice.
I myself have realized that treatment is impossible without my own will power.
I hope you will not waste your precious time suffering and hesitating if you want to live your life happily. You bet I know how it feels to be in pain.
Lawsuit - I was dying to file a lawsuit at first.
I also thought about it during the treatment process, but now I know that it will affect me only adversely.
I don't have the desire for a lawsuit now.
Coping - I didn't even know what coping was.
I learned that it includes attacking others and blaming myself.
My psychology is being stabilized in spite of myself in the process of treatment.
My children and I are going back to what we were like in the past.
I hope KIP will keep up with working on the recovery of psychology for so many people who are suffering out in the world.
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